Being Unstable in Your 30s

 Hello there...

Welcome back to my blog page. I am so happy since you are still keeping up with my blog (as of now, I am trying to ignore my 0 viewer on this blog since my 2021 Blog. I think it is because I don't try to re-introduce my blog on my social media like Instagram, Facebook, or even on my WhatsApp status. Prior to my previous habit, I always tried to send my link. Previously, I even sent the link to my LinkedIn account. 


If I am being honest here, the more I grow up the more I feel so lame. I still remember when I was in my early 20s, especially after my college life. I was pushing myself too hard to find any suitable job. Can you imagine, I could go to 2 different places to join job recruitment process in one day. I felt so energetic that time. Now, I can't feel that high spirit anymore. I don't want to blame myself on it, I just feel like there is no point in getting a new job.


There is another thing that I wanna highlight here since I am not energetic as I used to be. My willingness to open a new business is actually still in my heart and my mind. I am eager to run a business one more time since my dumb business I ran previously. Oh God now I am spilling my vulnerability here on my own blog. I hope you don't get me wrong guys. Sometimes, Men will be boys. 


I don't have any role-model anymore since my father passed away in 2016. I usually shared my thoughts with my late father. He always gave me glimpse of ideas every time I tried to discuss my problem. It is totally different with your siblings. To be honest, you can force them to help you solve your problems due to their busy time with their families.


Being unstable in my 30s made me realised I don't wanna be lonely. So I think it will be good for me to keep up with my blog here. In case you still have a good support system surround you, you won't do this silly thing. Blabbering your own problems on your own blog. Fortunately, I have no viewer. By having no viewer makes me comfortable to say anything freely. 


Should you read this and you realise that you are mentally unstable please share your thoughts here in the comment section bellow. By the time I finished writing this post, I assume I will have no viewer as well. So the thing that I want to say before I wrap this post out, Keep your chin up and face the music. You are not alone but you just don't want to disturb your support system and try to solve your problems. If you are no longer powerful enough to handle yours, raise your hands up and start to talk to your support system. They will be all ears.

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